a lil girl at heart whose only constant is her wanderlust..

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another good thing that came out from moving to beach road?
a nice little jogging route along the promenade to f1 pit building and the flyer. managed to get some of the colleagues to form a mini running club and we did our first run on thursday. forgot my nike+ but i reckon the route was about 2.5km one way. it's the first time in a long time i ran instead of jogged - training for a marathon has made me into a tortoise. felt really good to half run, half sprint and drenched in sweat at the end of it. nice to know there's another option for running, especially when i take at least an hour to get home these days (hour and a half if i take the bus) - all i want to do when i get back is flop down on the bed.

been going abit crazy on the shopping front. need.to.curb.it.
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langkawi - the jewel of kedah
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yen and i decided on langkawi after we realised redang was very fully booked due to THE agong's birthday. just about that time in may, airasia started the new routes to penang and langkawi, and i cannot see any reason why we would take a 8 hour bus journey to redang instead of a hour plus plane ride to langkawi.

by coincidence, robin planned to go penang that week and xinyi happened to be at kl for work. so they came by to join us during the weekend, and a 2-person trip became a foursome! luckily robin heard from his ex-colleagues in penang that it would be better to rent a car, and so we did. only 80rm per day, and the roads in langkawi are so easy to drive and navigate. what you see on the map is what you get - only those few major roads. in the 4 days 3 nights we were there, we generally covered the entire island.

langkawi's a very relaxed island. traffic's light, there wasn't much of a crowd everywhere we went and we didn't get hassled by stall owners, unlike the other tourist islands like bali and phuket. we went without any idea what we wanted to do, and decided only the night before the morning itself. my three friends got along very well (i think so la, haha), and we generally had a very low-key and chilled holiday. the only grouse? the heat. it was unbearably hot, and because i didn't bring any shades or cap, i really suffered. totally dark now, it might take me another year to lose this tan.


the beach at our resort

picture galore )

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for the record
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the official results.

i don't know why my 10km timing wasn't registered.

0-10km nil
10-20km 2:32:12.18
20-30km 1:10:34.67
30-42km 1:58:03.94

total 5:36:21.90
ranking 131/738 women

there were a total of 5,500 participants for the full and only 738 women?!

i decided to spend my birthday eve doing something i had not done in about a year - swimming! i missed doing all the other sports that i enjoy as well (badminton, tennis, swimming) because of the marathon. running always took priority in the last few months, but now i can finally take a breather and get the variety in. glad that my swimming hasn't gone haywire, could still complete 1km comfortably. but i'm NEVER going back to queenstown pool again. so secluded, and i get weird vibes all around.

my very first 42.195km
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thought i should quickly log my first marathon before i get lazy, although i think the pain in my legs are gonna be a reminder for the rest of the week.

2315 took the shuttle bus at pasir ris together with nicole, changi village was super jammed and we only reached at around 2345
2345 rushed to the toilet one last time and deposited our bags. proceeded immediately to the start point where i was supposed to meet up with winnie and friend.
2359 horn went off just as we squeezed ourselves further front. no warm-ups! but both nic and i are blessed as we don't usually need much stretching. no time to look for winnie.
0006 took us a while to cross the starting line. started timing on my watch. first stretch on changi coast road towards ecp was extremely humid with the throngs of runners. was feeling pretty strong, good start!
0030 nic stopped for a drink at the 3km mark and asked me to go ahead. met winnie at the 6km mark. was expecting a severe bottleneck described by yen (she ran the 10km earlier) but there wasn't any. realised that it was because they closed the road from 12mn to 2am as well. stopped for my first drink at the 8km mark.
0115 turned into ecp from safra resort at 10km. still feeling good. noticed a guy who was about the same pace as me (and we continued to meet each other all the way till the 35km mark where he passed me and i didn't see him again).
0120 was on familiar ground since i had run the ecp route several times. at 15km, started to wonder how i would feel after 21km (the longest i had ever run), which i knew was the point we turned out from ecp. told myself not to think about it, and started to recite the mantra 'focus on putting one foot in front of the other'.
0130 20km. took out one powergel and quickly glupped it down. dwang. no effect. and my left hand was all gluey from the gel. shucks, just passed another waterpoint not long ago. bad tactical planning.
0140 the half marathon mark, and where we turned out into the longggggggggg stretch of siglap park connector. any distance i clocked now would be the furtherest i have done, and an overhead bridge kickstarted this challenge. actually attempted to run up the handicapped bridge till i realised everyone was walking. and so i stopped for the first time in the race.
0210 once i crossed the overhead bridge, started to gear up again. the siglap park connector is probably one of my better stretches but was demoralised when i saw the 24km marker. only??? alot of road crossings and two more overhead bridges to follow from here.
0250 another 3km of park connector which was quite hilly. struggled at this point and ran at a pace equivalent to walking. but refused to walk 'cos was afraid i might cramp up. looking at the map again, realised that the park connector is only 5km? it definitely seemed longer than that.
0310 bedok reservoir next. deep heat was provided and i smeared a generous amount on my calves and thighs. another push. we ran on sand for most parts of the 3km at bedok reservoir. so not fun. when we left the reservoir, it was 29km. stopped to grab a banana although i didn't really need it. ended up holding the banana for a good 3km.
0320 next stretch was tampines. was really exhausted by then.
0345 all timings above are pure guesstimates. the only confirmed timing i knew was that when i reached the 30km mark, i had clocked 3 hours 45mins. felt a sense of satisfaction knowing that i had ran 30km so far in a pretty good timing. i have always heard that your run would go downhill after 30km. i really wanted to walk then, it was so tempting especially with the number of people doing so. but the mantra came into my mind again and i continued at whatever snail's pace i was doing. then another of my better stretches came. i hit the autopilot mode and did the next 3km quite comfortably. i started harbouring hope that perhaps, just perhaps i could finish in about 5 hours.
0410 alas, it all went downhill from there. met with a couple of long slopes and i just didn't see the point of me huffing and puffing up the slope. once i have tasted the ease of walking, i stopped a couple of times as well, especially when i felt that my lungs were gonna burst out. so by the time i reached the 38km mark, it was already 5hours.
0500 the last 4km was a pure torture. so near, and yet so far. the mantra kicked in and i didn't stop, although at some points i would have been better off walking with my jogging pace, ha. once we passed the 40km mark, which was also when we started to enter changi village again, there was no marker anymore.
0525 when the park connector route on the ground stated we had about 1.5km to go, i gathered speed and charged all the way. had to make at least five turns before i saw the finish line...possibly the longest sprint i had done. i totally wanted to collapse on the ground when i crossed the finishing line. my finish time was 5 hours 35 mins, a timing i'm very happy with.

it's hard to describe how i felt then or even now, but i was pretty overwhelmed that i started to tear abit at the homerun stretch.
we all know the saying mind over body but i felt and utilised it this morning. my body is obviously not prepared for the run but all i focused on during the run was the simple act of putting one foot in front of the other. this really helped when i was so down and out.

my simple goals were achieved - i completed and i really enjoyed the run overall. my legs are in the same state as when i came down from mt k - but slightly better. lots of stretching needed! went for a foot massage just now......heavenly!
 

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マイペース
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i just finished reading haruki murakmi's "what I talk about when I talk about running". speaking of this book, it freaks me out the string of coincidences surrounding it. i first knew of this book from a friend's facebook status about three weeks ago, highly recommending the book. thinking that it would be a great motivational read before the marathon, i intended to get it over that weekend. and then I popped onto yen's blog and saw from her flickr that she had that book. met up with her last week to borrow it.
posted on facebook that i was reading the book, and the next thing i knew, shan told me that she finished the book within 24 hours at cebu and actually asked joyce to pass it to me (joyce did tell me about a month ago that she had something from shan but we didn't get around to meeting up). she thought of me when she finished the book and naturally wanted to pass it to me cos i would totally be able to relate to it.

it's a relatively short book where murakami spoke of his love for running, and how similar running is to writing. i found myself agreeing at many points in the book when he described how long distance running meant to him. he's a seasoned marathoner, with 20+ marathons, one ultramarathon and several triathlons under his belt. he makes it a point to participate in one marathon every year, which is my biggest goal in life (and my travel plans would have to revolve around that).

murakami also described how marathon training soaked up so much of whatever time he had left over from work, and how his social life was affected (he had to sleep and rise early). it's the same for me - for the past six months, i cut down drastically on clubbing cos it just takes the toll on me, stopped social smoking completely, and retired early on weekend nights so that i could wake up early (earlier than work days) for long runs. the only thing that did not change? my beer drinking, i just couldn't give it up =P even though i still cannot go beyond the half mark (and truth be told, i'm pretty bummed about it), i'm not going to beat myself up over it as i knew i had made an effort (even though it could have been better).

sometime in march and april, running became a chore to me. i ran for the sake of running, to clock the distance and to ensure that i get as prepared as much as i can. i hated how i felt, and i couldn't believe that i'm feeling this way towards a sport that had brought me through my greatest and toughest times the past decade. although i only started long distance running in 2005, distance rather than speed was more my cup of tea even back in school days (i unknowingly participated and won the 1500m and 3000m - the longest distances then - during sec school days). even in netball, i play centre which is the position to be running around the most.

i stopped trying to increase the miles in may. i still ran though, just not long distances. i lost confidence. i couldn't find the motivation. i wanted to find back the old me, the me who runs because she loves to feel the wind against her, the me who runs because for that period of time when my feet hit the ground, my mind wanders aimlessly and all i need to do is to focus on putting one foot in front of the other, the me who runs because i get to push myself to the limit, the me who feels alive while i breathe heavily and feel the ache in my legs.

during the dive trip the past weekend, i don't know how it happened but the loathe-running spell broke. it could be murakami's book, it could be that i experienced diving again after a year (something as close to heart as running), but i couldn't wait to put on my asics again. and that was what i did immediately after i reached home from the trip. i didn't sleep much during the dive trip but i didn't feel a hint of exhaustion. it was a humid night (which night isn't these days), i completed a mere 7.5km knowing very well that it's a long way off from a full but guess what? i never felt this good in a long time.

i'm just glad the old me is back.

my aim for my first marathon? i'm gonna run my own race, complete and (try to) have fun along the way. the japanese phrase which i learnt from ling today sums it all up: マイペース (my pace).
so apt, in every sense.
 

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